Friday, January 13, 2023

Michele loves the blues

Michele loves the blues

 

There's a thing Michele probably doesn't know I love about her

I love that she loves the blues

She is part of my conscience

Its sweet to watch her listen to the blues

 

Michele said she didn't know the Lemon Song by Led Zep

Realizing what the song must be about, she appeared a little grossed out.

I was playing Let Me Love You Baby from Truth by Jeff Beck with Rod Stewart.

July 1967

Trying to explain how Jeff invented Led Zep six months before there was Led Zep

She was diggin the song

She really digs Jeff Beck

That girl loves the blues

She let me know that she was never really into Led Zep

 

Derek Trucks was on 1010xl with Rick Belew

Rick asked him for a Jeff Beck story

Derek said they were at the White House about to play with B.B. King

They were in line at security and he has a photo of Jeff leaning against his daughter Sophia when she was about six

He said he sent the picture to her knowing Jeff was a little ill

Michele loves the blues 


The walk to the Circle K is about as far as I would have to walk to find a subway station in its hinterlands of Brooklyn

I knew I would run out of cigarettes before I ran out of beer and I definitely was not driving

So I bundled up, found a scarf, wore the Chuck Busey jacket for a little but moved on the leather with gloves

The winter jacket is great but I knew it was a little bulky for a mile walk

I probably should have added one more layer under the leather

Like my new sweater

But I didn't.

I was still warm.

Brought my earbuds, just in case I wanted to listen to Slaughterhouse 5 chapter 3

 

Its really a nice walk. Especially at night

Lots of little landmarks along the way

I remember Chuck walked this way when he discovered one day that there was no lighter in the house.

At some point on walk I realized I had all the lighters in my pocket and Chuck would discover this and be irritated.

So along my way I see someone 100 yards away probably on a bicycle

He kind of ducked in to a little place and then emerged

He didn't make eye contact but I could tell he wasn't necessarily dangerous

We went the opposite direction at first but circled back in my general direction

I eyed him again. Could immediately tell he's probably harmless

I say, Hey man, how's it going?

 

Homeless 5 years 33 yo. A little smaller than me.

Just got a job

He never asked me for money

I think he just needed to talk to someone

Hey, it's gonna be cold as fuck tonight

Yeah I know

I asked him how he became homeless

He said it all his fault

He said he wound up jail. Drugs. Really?

When he gets out he thought his family would support but he basically got disowned

He asked me for a light

He'd been saving a cigarette

 

Now this guy is on a bicycle with all his belongings

When he first saw me and attempted to hide, he was a lot more afraid of me

That's why he hid, sussed me out and then got back on his bike

 

So at some point we're walking and scooting along when his stuff on his bike starts falling

I say,You need a hand?

Yeah can you hold this pizza box? It was a stack of stuff

I held while he gathered his other stuff up including a huge piece of wood that I knew was meant for his campground

I commented on it. He said yeah its a dried out piece

After this he was still in that bicycle lane. I told him, Get out of that. It's not safe

We talked more. It was quite pleasant.

 

We got to the corner of Monument and St Johns Bluff

We both needed to cross

I asked him if it was safe

He said yes and we began to cross together

In the middle of the street I said, Let's stay together. We look like two homeless guys, I said.

Knowing there is strength in numbers

 

The fear I saw in that guys eyes at Popeyes when I had him by the throat

He knew I could kill him. Right now.

 

When we parted ways at the Circle K I asked him if he had a lighter

He said, I think so back at the camp

I said, Take this lighter

We wished each other well and departed

 

I spent much of this walk feeling like it was winter 1983 in Manhattan

Cold is fun if you can stay warm

 

I love how the God that I doubt gives me experiences that affirm his love for me.

 

Thursday, January 12, 2023

Jeff Beck taught me to be me

 Jeff Beck taught me to be me

To have no fear at all

When other musicians fear me

I don't know why

They never know what I'm about to do

Neither do I

Jeff Beck Spinal Tap

 There is no Spinal Tap without Jeff Beck

Nigel Tufnel is based on Jeff Beck

The amps go to Eleven

D minor is the saddest of all keys

Lick My Love Pump

Don't even look at the guitar

Can't you hear the sustain?

News Flash Beck's Bolero was written by Jimmy Page

 News flash

Beck's Bolero was written by Jimmy Page

And recorded by Beck Page Jones Moon Hopkins

Though no one can agree on who the producer was

Jeff Beck Greensleeves

 I'm not that crazy about his Greensleeves but it was 1967 and Steve Howe hadn't been invented yet

Jeff Beck Hendrix

To be like Hendrix without compromising himself

Perhaps to live longer

Jeff Beck

I first heard The Shapes of Things by Bowie on Pinups when my brother brought the album home from college

I didn't know I was essentially listening to Jeff Beck back then.

I would not really notice his name for several years

Until after I thought myself a guitarist

 

But before I could play a scale or lead on guitar I already had Mick Ronson's treatment of Beck on that Yardbirds song by Bowie firmly memorized.

 

I've noticed that I can think of a memorized melody or chord change from before I learned to play music and deliver it even now, with no guitar in my hands.

 

I first discovered Jeff Beck from this guitarist friend of mine in Palatka.

We weren't in the same band.

We weren't even at the same level

He wished he could play guitar like me

 

Later on he would get his doctorate at Columbia Med and wind up living in Malibu where he said he truly found himself

He also said if you want a really good doctor, go see my wife

But he was a real blast

He was already listening to Beck and Jan Hammer

 

So one day he says

You have to have some mushrooms

Yada yada

I'm tripping on mushrooms with the lights off listening to Beck live and painting with a cigarette like Picasso in that amazing photo of his.

I noticed that Beck plays sounds

 

For so many years

To model my guitar playing after Ronson and Beck

Consciously or not

When I play electric guitar its not often that I don't think of Beck

When you're trying to hit those high notes

With his assuredness

When you play just the right jazz note with the right tone.

He always gave me hope

That maybe I could play like him and myself if I kept going

If studied and listened more

 

I guess with a good dose of mushrooms you too can listen to Jeff Beck without ever feeling jealous.

He has been described as a guitar player's guitar player

 

You, meaning me, can't listen to him without feeling his joy of being a guitarist

It's contagious

I could listen to him play anything

He seems to be a master of all styles and then he invented Jeff Beck

No one else has done this

 

A few months ago I decided to do the deep dive into Beck

Looking up his discography

Starting with the Yardbirds and going into his solo efferts

I kind of made me listen to Peter Green from the early Fleetmac Mac as well as the early John Mayall

That's kind of a lot of work

Listening to too much blues is a chore

Just saying

 

But Beck makes listening to blues like being a happy butterfly

His blues is more cheerful than sad

And its not a chore

 

Without alluding to too much about my thoughts about his last album

He loved working with a great singer

His work with Imelda May on the Les Paul tribute is par excellence

He displays his vast array of skills as a sideman and never forgets to play the song

 

When I sent my wife the video of him and Tom Jones doing Love Letters

I felt it was about as sweet as he could be

He takes a small solo

 

A friend of mine who works for the Florida Theatre once went to the basement below the incredibly historical stage with Jeff Beck to have some champagne for Elvis

 

Live at Ronnie Scott's

November 2007

He was 63

 

One thing you must remember about Jeff Beck's playing is that he was totally freaked out by Jimi Hendrix

It infected him and he was never the same

Trying to sort himself out from King Jimi and what he may have in his own mind

It was difficult

 

Like when guys my age encountered King Eddie the Van Halen

You either find yourself or get frustrated trying to be like him

 

His thing with Jimi shows up in the Ronnie Scott sessions

I almost feel for him

 

He loved controlled chaos in music

He said he went to see Cirque du Solis and thought, if I could just play guitar like that....

 

Looking for Another Pure Love on Talking Book by Stevie Wonder

His solo has a callout from Stevie, Do It Jeff

Released on the album Oct 27 1972

 

I've never heard this

Beck is all over this song

Slide whatever, Stevie just kept it somewhere in the mix until the solo

 

Jeff wrote the Superstition riff

That shouldn't be a surprise

 

I thought I was going to go to Truth

29 July 1968

Led Zeppelin 1 was

12 January 1969

 

From track one Shapes of Things with Rod Stewart on vocals, it is clear that Led Zeppelin were no new thing

By track two it's unclear if Beck or Page were stealing from each other or not

Personally I think Beck got there first by six months

With Rod Stewart

Let me love you baby is Lemon Song

By that point all British bass players were trying to sound like John Paul Jones

 

I guess all Zep fans should be happy about Truth

Else there is no Zep

 

Then on Bolero

Beck Page Jones and Moon

 

The solo on Rock my Plimsoul

Epic

 

There was a time I thought average guitarists around me had abandoned the major third as a possibility in improvisation

Especially in their blues

It never made sense to me why they would do that

 

Blow by Blow was recorded October 1974 and released in 1975

Produced by George Martin

Freeway Jam

Because We've Ended as Lovers

She's a Woman... the Beatles cover

I loved that from the start

I thought that was a real funky track

Controlled chaos

 

When I told my son that this day felt a little like the day John Lennon died

I thought he might be an immortal

He is now his own weird Segovia

He can only be compared to, because no one else like him has ever existed

 

He has so many ways to play guitar happy

In summation I must say

Freeway Jam live with Jan Hammer 1977 is about as happy as it gets.

And his most controlled chaos

Thursday, January 5, 2023

Gary Smalley

 Thinking of Gary today

Highway 61 Revisted

That's what we used to jam on

Time transpose

I wish I could be myself jammin with him

Gethsemane

 This episode is the, to me, the most central hardcore episode of the Gospel

When he goes there to pray

It's a garden at the foot of the Mount of Olives


The Plot Against Jesus
Matthew 26


When Jesus had finished saying all these things, he said to his disciples,  “As you know, the Passover is two days away—and the Son of Man will be handed over to be crucified.”

3 Then the chief priests and the elders of the people assembled in the palace of the high priest, whose name was Caiaphas, 4 and they schemed to arrest Jesus secretly and kill him. 

5 “But not during the festival,” they said, “or there may be a riot among the people.”
 

Jesus Anointed by the woman at Bethany

6 While Jesus was in Bethany in the home of Simon the Leper, a woman came to him with an alabaster jar of very expensive perfume, which she poured on his head as he was reclining at the table.

8 When the disciples saw this, they were indignant. “Why this waste?” they asked.

 “This perfume could have been sold at a high price and the money given to the poor.”

10 Aware of this, Jesus said to them, “Why are you bothering this woman? She has done a beautiful thing to me.

The poor you will always have with you, but you will not always have me. 

When she poured this perfume on my body, she did it to prepare me for burial.

Truly I tell you, wherever this gospel is preached throughout the world, what she has done will also be told, in memory of her.”


Judas Agrees to Betray Jesus

14 Then one of the Twelve—the one called Judas Iscariot—went to the chief priests and asked, “What are you willing to give me if I deliver him over to you?” 

So they counted out for him thirty pieces of silver. 16 From then on Judas watched for an opportunity to hand him over.
 

The Last Supper

17 On the first day of the Festival of Unleavened Bread, the disciples came to Jesus and asked, “Where do you want us to make preparations for you to eat the Passover?”

18 He replied, “Go into the city to a certain man and tell him, ‘The Teacher says: My appointed time is near. I am going to celebrate the Passover with my disciples at your house.’” 19 So the disciples did as Jesus had directed them and prepared the Passover.

20 When evening came, Jesus was reclining at the table with the Twelve. 21 And while they were eating, he said, “Truly I tell you, one of you will betray me.”

22 They were very sad and began to say to him one after the other, “Surely you don’t mean me, Lord?”

23 Jesus replied, “The one who has dipped his hand into the bowl with me will betray me. 24 The Son of Man will go just as it is written about him. But woe to that man who betrays the Son of Man! It would be better for him if he had not been born.”

25 Then Judas, the one who would betray him, said, “Surely you don’t mean me, Rabbi?”

Jesus answered, “You have said so.”

The Communion

26 While they were eating, Jesus took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to his disciples, saying, “Take and eat; this is my body.”

27 Then he took a cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave it to them, saying, “Drink from it, all of you. 28 This is my blood of the[b] covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. 29 I tell you, I will not drink from this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.”

30 When they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives.
Jesus Predicts Peter’s Denial

31 Then Jesus told them, “This very night you will all fall away on account of me, for it is written:

“‘I will strike the shepherd,
    and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’[c]

32 But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.”

33 Peter replied, “Even if all fall away on account of you, I never will.”

34 “Truly I tell you,” Jesus answered, “this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times.”

35 But Peter declared, “Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.” And all the other disciples said the same.
Gethsemane

36 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.” 37 He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. 38 Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.”

39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.”

40 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Couldn’t you men keep watch with me for one hour?” he asked Peter. 41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

42 He went away a second time and prayed, “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done.”

43 When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. 44 So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing.

45 Then he returned to the disciples and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and resting? Look, the hour has come, and the Son of Man is delivered into the hands of sinners. 46 Rise! Let us go! Here comes my betrayer!”
Jesus Arrested

47 While he was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, arrived. With him was a large crowd armed with swords and clubs, sent from the chief priests and the elders of the people. 48 Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them: “The one I kiss is the man; arrest him.” 49 Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, “Greetings, Rabbi!” and kissed him.

50 Jesus replied, “Do what you came for, friend.”[d]

Then the men stepped forward, seized Jesus and arrested him. 51 With that, one of Jesus’ companions reached for his sword, drew it out and struck the servant of the high priest, cutting off his ear.

52 “Put your sword back in its place,” Jesus said to him, “for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. 53 Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels? 54 But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say it must happen in this way?”

55 In that hour Jesus said to the crowd, “Am I leading a rebellion, that you have come out with swords and clubs to capture me? Every day I sat in the temple courts teaching, and you did not arrest me. 56 But this has all taken place that the writings of the prophets might be fulfilled.” Then all the disciples deserted him and fled.
Jesus Before the Sanhedrin

57 Those who had arrested Jesus took him to Caiaphas the high priest, where the teachers of the law and the elders had assembled. 58 But Peter followed him at a distance, right up to the courtyard of the high priest. He entered and sat down with the guards to see the outcome.

59 The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin were looking for false evidence against Jesus so that they could put him to death.  But they did not find any, though many false witnesses came forward.

Finally two came forward and declared, “This fellow said, ‘I am able to destroy the temple of God and rebuild it in three days.’”

62 Then the high priest stood up and said to Jesus, “Are you not going to answer? What is this testimony that these men are bringing against you?” 63 But Jesus remained silent.

The high priest said to him, “I charge you under oath by the living God: Tell us if you are the Messiah, the Son of God.”


64 “You have said so,” Jesus replied. “But I say to all of you: From now on you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One and coming on the clouds of heaven.”[e]

65 Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “He has spoken blasphemy! Why do we need any more witnesses? Look, now you have heard the blasphemy. 66 What do you think?”

“He is worthy of death,” they answered.

67 Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him 68 and said, “Prophesy to us, Messiah. Who hit you?”
Peter Disowns Jesus

69 Now Peter was sitting out in the courtyard, and a servant girl came to him. “You also were with Jesus of Galilee,” she said.

70 But he denied it before them all. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said.

71 Then he went out to the gateway, where another servant girl saw him and said to the people there, “This fellow was with Jesus of Nazareth.”

72 He denied it again, with an oath: “I don’t know the man!”

73 After a little while, those standing there went up to Peter and said, “Surely you are one of them; your accent gives you away.”

74 Then he began to call down curses, and he swore to them, “I don’t know the man!”

Immediately a rooster crowed. 75 Then Peter remembered the word Jesus had spoken: “Before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times.” And he went outside and wept bitterly.
 


Bob Dylan speech

 

5 June, 2017

Nobel Lecture

When I first received this Nobel Prize for Literature, I got to wondering exactly how my songs related to literature. I wanted to reflect on it and see where the connection was. I’m going to try to articulate that to you. And most likely it will go in a roundabout way, but I hope what I say will be worthwhile and purposeful.

If I was to go back to the dawning of it all, I guess I’d have to start with Buddy Holly. Buddy died when I was about eighteen and he was twenty-two. From the moment I first heard him, I felt akin. I felt related, like he was an older brother. I even thought I resembled him. Buddy played the music that I loved – the music I grew up on: country western, rock ‘n’ roll, and rhythm and blues. Three separate strands of music that he intertwined and infused into one genre. One brand. And Buddy wrote songs – songs that had beautiful melodies and imaginative verses. And he sang great – sang in more than a few voices. He was the archetype. Everything I wasn’t and wanted to be. I saw him only but once, and that was a few days before he was gone. I had to travel a hundred miles to get to see him play, and I wasn’t disappointed.

He was powerful and electrifying and had a commanding presence. I was only six feet away. He was mesmerizing. I watched his face, his hands, the way he tapped his foot, his big black glasses, the eyes behind the glasses, the way he held his guitar, the way he stood, his neat suit. Everything about him. He looked older than twenty-two. Something about him seemed permanent, and he filled me with conviction. Then, out of the blue, the most uncanny thing happened. He looked me right straight dead in the eye, and he transmitted something. Something I didn’t know what. And it gave me the chills.

I think it was a day or two after that that his plane went down. And somebody – somebody I’d never seen before – handed me a Leadbelly record with the song “Cottonfields” on it. And that record changed my life right then and there. Transported me into a world I’d never known. It was like an explosion went off. Like I’d been walking in darkness and all of the sudden the darkness was illuminated. It was like somebody laid hands on me. I must have played that record a hundred times.

It was on a label I’d never heard of with a booklet inside with advertisements for other artists on the label: Sonny Terry and Brownie McGhee, the New Lost City Ramblers, Jean Ritchie, string bands. I’d never heard of any of them. But I reckoned if they were on this label with Leadbelly, they had to be good, so I needed to hear them. I wanted to know all about it and play that kind of music. I still had a feeling for the music I’d grown up with, but for right now, I forgot about it. Didn’t even think about it. For the time being, it was long gone.

I hadn’t left home yet, but I couldn’t wait to. I wanted to learn this music and meet the people who played it. Eventually, I did leave, and I did learn to play those songs. They were different than the radio songs that I’d been listening to all along. They were more vibrant and truthful to life. With radio songs, a performer might get a hit with a roll of the dice or a fall of the cards, but that didn’t matter in the folk world. Everything was a hit. All you had to do was be well versed and be able to play the melody. Some of these songs were easy, some not. I had a natural feeling for the ancient ballads and country blues, but everything else I had to learn from scratch. I was playing for small crowds, sometimes no more than four or five people in a room or on a street corner. You had to have a wide repertoire, and you had to know what to play and when. Some songs were intimate, some you had to shout to be heard.

By listening to all the early folk artists and singing the songs yourself, you pick up the vernacular. You internalize it. You sing it in the ragtime blues, work songs, Georgia sea shanties, Appalachian ballads and cowboy songs. You hear all the finer points, and you learn the details.

You know what it’s all about. Takin’ the pistol out and puttin’ it back in your pocket. Whippin’ your way through traffic, talkin’ in the dark. You know that Stagger Lee was a bad man and that Frankie was a good girl. You know that Washington is a bourgeois town and you’ve heard the deep-pitched voice of John the Revelator and you saw the Titanic sink in a boggy creek. And you’re pals with the wild Irish rover and the wild colonial boy. You heard the muffled drums and the fifes that played lowly. You’ve seen the lusty Lord Donald stick a knife in his wife, and a lot of your comrades have been wrapped in white linen.

I had all the vernacular down. I knew the rhetoric. None of it went over my head – the devices, the techniques, the secrets, the mysteries – and I knew all the deserted roads that it traveled on, too. I could make it all connect and move with the current of the day. When I started writing my own songs, the folk lingo was the only vocabulary that I knew, and I used it.

But I had something else as well. I had principles and sensibilities and an informed view of the world. And I had had that for a while. Learned it all in grammar school. Don Quixote, Ivanhoe, Robinson Crusoe, Gulliver’s Travels, Tale of Two Cities, all the rest – typical grammar school reading that gave you a way of looking at life, an understanding of human nature, and a standard to measure things by. I took all that with me when I started composing lyrics. And the themes from those books worked their way into many of my songs, either knowingly or unintentionally. I wanted to write songs unlike anything anybody ever heard, and these themes were fundamental.

Specific books that have stuck with me ever since I read them way back in grammar school – I want to tell you about three of them: Moby Dick, All Quiet on the Western Front and The Odyssey.


Moby Dick is a fascinating book, a book that’s filled with scenes of high drama and dramatic dialogue. The book makes demands on you. The plot is straightforward. The mysterious Captain Ahab – captain of a ship called the Pequod –  an egomaniac with a peg leg pursuing his nemesis, the great white whale Moby Dick who took his leg. And he pursues him all the way from the Atlantic around the tip of Africa and into the Indian Ocean. He pursues the whale around both sides of the earth. It’s an abstract goal, nothing concrete or definite. He calls Moby the emperor, sees him as the embodiment of evil. Ahab’s got a wife and child back in Nantucket that he reminisces about now and again. You can anticipate what will happen.

The ship’s crew is made up of men of different races, and any one of them who sights the whale will be given the reward of a gold coin. A lot of Zodiac symbols, religious allegory, stereotypes. Ahab encounters other whaling vessels, presses the captains for details about Moby. Have they seen him? There’s a crazy prophet, Gabriel, on one of the vessels, and he predicts Ahab’s doom. Says Moby is the incarnate of a Shaker god, and that any dealings with him will lead to disaster. He says that to Captain Ahab. Another ship’s captain – Captain Boomer – he lost an arm to Moby. But he tolerates that, and he’s happy to have survived. He can’t accept Ahab’s lust for vengeance.

This book tells how different men react in different ways to the same experience. A lot of Old Testament, biblical allegory: Gabriel, Rachel, Jeroboam, Bildah, Elijah. Pagan names as well: Tashtego, Flask, Daggoo, Fleece, Starbuck, Stubb, Martha’s Vineyard. The Pagans are idol worshippers. Some worship little wax figures, some wooden figures. Some worship fire. The Pequod is the name of an Indian tribe.

Moby Dick is a seafaring tale. One of the men, the narrator, says, “Call me Ishmael.” Somebody asks him where he’s from, and he says, “It’s not down on any map. True places never are.” Stubb gives no significance to anything, says everything is predestined. Ishmael’s been on a sailing ship his entire life. Calls the sailing ships his Harvard and Yale. He keeps his distance from people.

A typhoon hits the Pequod. Captain Ahab thinks it’s a good omen. Starbuck thinks it’s a bad omen, considers killing Ahab. As soon as the storm ends, a crewmember falls from the ship’s mast and drowns, foreshadowing what’s to come. A Quaker pacifist priest, who is actually a bloodthirsty businessman, tells Flask, “Some men who receive injuries are led to God, others are led to bitterness.”

Everything is mixed in. All the myths: the Judeo Christian bible, Hindu myths, British legends, Saint George, Perseus, Hercules – they’re all whalers. Greek mythology, the gory business of cutting up a whale. Lots of facts in this book, geographical knowledge, whale oil – good for coronation of royalty – noble families in the whaling industry. Whale oil is used to anoint the kings. History of the whale, phrenology, classical philosophy, pseudo-scientific theories, justification for discrimination – everything thrown in and none of it hardly rational. Highbrow, lowbrow, chasing illusion, chasing death, the great white whale, white as polar bear, white as a white man, the emperor, the nemesis, the embodiment of evil. The demented captain who actually lost his leg years ago trying to attack Moby with a knife.

We see only the surface of things. We can interpret what lies below any way we see fit. Crewmen walk around on deck listening for mermaids, and sharks and vultures follow the ship. Reading skulls and faces like you read a book. Here’s a face. I’ll put it in front of you. Read it if you can.

Tashtego says that he died and was reborn. His extra days are a gift. He wasn’t saved by Christ, though, he says he was saved by a fellow man and a non-Christian at that. He parodies the resurrection.

When Starbuck tells Ahab that he should let bygones be bygones, the angry captain snaps back, “Speak not to me of blasphemy, man, I’d strike the sun if it insulted me.” Ahab, too, is a poet of eloquence. He says, “The path to my fixed purpose is laid with iron rails whereon my soul is grooved to run.”  Or these lines, “All visible objects are but pasteboard masks.” Quotable poetic phrases that can’t be beat.

Finally, Ahab spots Moby, and the harpoons come out. Boats are lowered. Ahab’s harpoon has been baptized in blood. Moby attacks Ahab’s boat and destroys it. Next day, he sights Moby again. Boats are lowered again. Moby attacks Ahab’s boat again. On the third day, another boat goes in. More religious allegory. He has risen. Moby attacks one more time, ramming the Pequod and sinking it. Ahab gets tangled up in the harpoon lines and is thrown out of his boat into a watery grave.

Ishmael survives. He’s in the sea floating on a coffin. And that’s about it. That’s the whole story. That theme and all that it implies would work its way into more than a few of my songs.


All Quiet on the Western Front was another book that did. All Quiet on the Western Front is a horror story. This is a book where you lose your childhood, your faith in a meaningful world, and your concern for individuals. You’re stuck in a nightmare. Sucked up into a mysterious whirlpool of death and pain. You’re defending yourself from elimination. You’re being wiped off the face of the map. Once upon a time you were an innocent youth with big dreams about being a concert pianist. Once you loved life and the world, and now you’re shooting it to pieces.

Day after day, the hornets bite you and worms lap your blood. You’re a cornered animal. You don’t fit anywhere. The falling rain is monotonous. There’s endless assaults, poison gas, nerve gas, morphine, burning streams of gasoline, scavenging and scabbing for food, influenza, typhus, dysentery. Life is breaking down all around you, and the shells are whistling. This is the lower region of hell. Mud, barbed wire, rat-filled trenches, rats eating the intestines of dead men, trenches filled with filth and excrement. Someone shouts, “Hey, you there. Stand and fight.”

Who knows how long this mess will go on? Warfare has no limits. You’re being annihilated, and that leg of yours is bleeding too much. You killed a man yesterday, and you spoke to his corpse. You told him after this is over, you’ll spend the rest of your life looking after his family. Who’s profiting here? The leaders and the generals gain fame, and many others profit financially. But you’re doing the dirty work. One of your comrades says, “Wait a minute, where are you going?” And you say, “Leave me alone, I’ll be back in a minute.” Then you walk out into the woods of death hunting for a piece of sausage. You can’t see how anybody in civilian life has any kind of purpose at all. All their worries, all their desires – you can’t comprehend it.

More machine guns rattle, more parts of bodies hanging from wires, more pieces of arms and legs and skulls where butterflies perch on teeth, more hideous wounds, pus coming out of every pore, lung wounds, wounds too big for the body, gas-blowing cadavers, and dead bodies making retching noises. Death is everywhere. Nothing else is possible. Someone will kill you and use your dead body for target practice. Boots, too. They’re your prized possession. But soon they’ll be on somebody else’s feet.

There’s Froggies coming through the trees. Merciless bastards. Your shells are running out. “It’s not fair to come at us again so soon,” you say. One of your companions is laying in the dirt, and you want to take him to the field hospital. Someone else says, “You might save yourself a trip.” “What do you mean?” “Turn him over, you’ll see what I mean.”

You wait to hear the news. You don’t understand why the war isn’t over. The army is so strapped for replacement troops that they’re drafting young boys who are of little military use, but they’re draftin’ ‘em anyway because they’re running out of men. Sickness and humiliation have broken your heart. You were betrayed by your parents, your schoolmasters, your ministers, and even your own government.

The general with the slowly smoked cigar betrayed you too – turned you into a thug and a murderer. If you could, you’d put a bullet in his face. The commander as well. You fantasize that if you had the money, you’d put up a reward for any man who would take his life by any means necessary. And if he should lose his life by doing that, then let the money go to his heirs. The colonel, too, with his caviar and his coffee – he’s another one. Spends all his time in the officers’ brothel. You’d like to see him stoned dead too. More Tommies and Johnnies with their whack fo’ me daddy-o and their whiskey in the jars. You kill twenty of ‘em and twenty more will spring up in their place. It just stinks in your nostrils.

You’ve come to despise that older generation that sent you out into this madness, into this torture chamber. All around you, your comrades are dying. Dying from abdominal wounds, double amputations, shattered hipbones, and you think, “I’m only twenty years old, but I’m capable of killing anybody. Even my father if he came at me.”

Yesterday, you tried to save a wounded messenger dog, and somebody shouted, “Don’t be a fool.” One Froggy is laying gurgling at your feet. You stuck him with a dagger in his stomach, but the man still lives. You know you should finish the job, but you can’t. You’re on the real iron cross, and a Roman soldier’s putting a sponge of vinegar to your lips.

Months pass by. You go home on leave. You can’t communicate with your father. He said, “You’d be a coward if you don’t enlist.” Your mother, too, on your way back out the door, she says, “You be careful of those French girls now.” More madness. You fight for a week or a month, and you gain ten yards. And then the next month it gets taken back.

All that culture from a thousand years ago, that philosophy, that wisdom – Plato, Aristotle, Socrates – what happened to it?  It should have prevented this. Your thoughts turn homeward. And once again you’re a schoolboy walking through the tall poplar trees. It’s a pleasant memory. More bombs dropping on you from blimps. You got to get it together now. You can’t even look at anybody for fear of some miscalculable thing that might happen. The common grave. There are no other possibilities.

Then you notice the cherry blossoms, and you see that nature is unaffected by all this. Poplar trees, the red butterflies, the fragile beauty of flowers, the sun – you see how nature is indifferent to it all. All the violence and suffering of all mankind. Nature doesn’t even notice it.

You’re so alone. Then a piece of shrapnel hits the side of your head and you’re dead.
You’ve been ruled out, crossed out. You’ve been exterminated. I put this book down and closed it up. I never wanted to read another war novel again, and I never did.

Charlie Poole from North Carolina had a song that connected to all this. It’s called “You Ain’t Talkin’ to Me,” and the lyrics go like this:

I saw a sign in a window walking up town one day.
Join the army, see the world is what it had to say.
You’ll see exciting places with a jolly crew,
You’ll meet interesting people, and learn to kill them too.
Oh you ain’t talkin’ to me, you ain’t talking to me.
I may be crazy and all that, but I got good sense you see.
You ain’t talkin’ to me, you ain’t talkin’ to me.
Killin’ with a gun don’t sound like fun.
You ain’t talkin’ to me.


The Odyssey is a great book whose themes have worked its way into the ballads of a lot of songwriters: “Homeward Bound, “Green, Green Grass of Home,” “Home on the Range,” and my songs as well.

The Odyssey is a strange, adventurous tale of a grown man trying to get home after fighting in a war. He’s on that long journey home, and it’s filled with traps and pitfalls. He’s cursed to wander. He’s always getting carried out to sea, always having close calls. Huge chunks of boulders rock his boat. He angers people he shouldn’t. There’s troublemakers in his crew. Treachery. His men are turned into pigs and then are turned back into younger, more handsome men. He’s always trying to rescue somebody. He’s a travelin’ man, but he’s making a lot of stops.

He’s stranded on a desert island. He finds deserted caves, and he hides in them. He meets giants that say, “I’ll eat you last.” And he escapes from giants. He’s trying to get back home, but he’s tossed and turned by the winds. Restless winds, chilly winds, unfriendly winds. He travels far, and then he gets blown back.

He’s always being warned of things to come. Touching things he’s told not to. There’s two roads to take, and they’re both bad. Both hazardous. On one you could drown and on the other you could starve. He goes into the narrow straits with foaming whirlpools that swallow him. Meets six-headed monsters with sharp fangs. Thunderbolts strike at him. Overhanging branches that he makes a leap to reach for to save himself from a raging river. Goddesses and gods protect him, but some others want to kill him. He changes identities. He’s exhausted. He falls asleep, and he’s woken up by the sound of laughter. He tells his story to strangers. He’s been gone twenty years. He was carried off somewhere and left there. Drugs have been dropped into his wine. It’s been a hard road to travel.

In a lot of ways, some of these same things have happened to you. You too have had drugs dropped into your wine. You too have shared a bed with the wrong woman. You too have been spellbound by magical voices, sweet voices with strange melodies. You too have come so far and have been so far blown back. And you’ve had close calls as well. You have angered people you should not have. And you too have rambled this country all around. And you’ve also felt that ill wind, the one that blows you no good. And that’s still not all of it.

When he gets back home, things aren’t any better. Scoundrels have moved in and are taking advantage of his wife’s hospitality. And there’s too many of ‘em. And though he’s greater than them all and the best at everything – best carpenter, best hunter, best expert on animals, best seaman – his courage won’t save him, but his trickery will.

All these stragglers will have to pay for desecrating his palace. He’ll disguise himself as a filthy beggar, and a lowly servant kicks him down the steps with arrogance and stupidity. The servant’s arrogance revolts him, but he controls his anger. He’s one against a hundred, but they’ll all fall, even the strongest. He was nobody. And when it’s all said and done, when he’s home at last, he sits with his wife, and he tells her the stories.


So what does it all mean? Myself and a lot of other songwriters have been influenced by these very same themes. And they can mean a lot of different things. If a song moves you, that’s all that’s important. I don’t have to know what a song means. I’ve written all kinds of things into my songs. And I’m not going to worry about it – what it all means. When Melville put all his old testament, biblical references, scientific theories, Protestant doctrines, and all that knowledge of the sea and sailing ships and whales into one story, I don’t think he would have worried about it either – what it all means.

John Donne as well, the poet-priest who lived in the time of Shakespeare, wrote these words, “The Sestos and Abydos of her breasts. Not of two lovers, but two loves, the nests.” I don’t know what it means, either. But it sounds good. And you want your songs to sound good.

When Odysseus in The Odyssey visits the famed warrior Achilles in the underworld – Achilles, who traded a long life full of peace and contentment for a short one full of honor and glory –  tells Odysseus it was all a mistake. “I just died, that’s all.” There was no honor. No immortality. And that if he could, he would choose to go back and be a lowly slave to a tenant farmer on Earth rather than be what he is – a king in the land of the dead – that whatever his struggles of life were, they were preferable to being here in this dead place.

That’s what songs are too. Our songs are alive in the land of the living. But songs are unlike literature. They’re meant to be sung, not read. The words in Shakespeare’s plays were meant to be acted on the stage. Just as lyrics in songs are meant to be sung, not read on a page. And I hope some of you get the chance to listen to these lyrics the way they were intended to be heard: in concert or on record or however people are listening to songs these days. I return once again to Homer, who says, “Sing in me, oh Muse, and through me tell the story.”

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Banquet speech

Bob Dylan’s speech at the Nobel Banquet in the Stockholm City Hall on 10 December 2016, was given by the United States Ambassador to Sweden Azita Raji.

Nobel Banquet speech, 10 December 2016

Good evening, everyone. I extend my warmest greetings to the members of the Swedish Academy and to all of the other distinguished guests in attendance tonight.

I’m sorry I can’t be with you in person, but please know that I am most definitely with you in spirit and honored to be receiving such a prestigious prize. Being awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature is something I never could have imagined or seen coming. From an early age, I’ve been familiar with and reading and absorbing the works of those who were deemed worthy of such a distinction: Kipling, Shaw, Thomas Mann, Pearl Buck, Albert Camus, Hemingway. These giants of literature whose works are taught in the schoolroom, housed in libraries around the world and spoken of in reverent tones have always made a deep impression. That I now join the names on such a list is truly beyond words.

I don’t know if these men and women ever thought of the Nobel honor for themselves, but I suppose that anyone writing a book, or a poem, or a play anywhere in the world might harbor that secret dream deep down inside. It’s probably buried so deep that they don’t even know it’s there.

If someone had ever told me that I had the slightest chance of winning the Nobel Prize, I would have to think that I’d have about the same odds as standing on the moon. In fact, during the year I was born and for a few years after, there wasn’t anyone in the world who was considered good enough to win this Nobel Prize. So, I recognize that I am in very rare company, to say the least.

I was out on the road when I received this surprising news, and it took me more than a few minutes to properly process it. I began to think about William Shakespeare, the great literary figure. I would reckon he thought of himself as a dramatist. The thought that he was writing literature couldn’t have entered his head. His words were written for the stage. Meant to be spoken not read. When he was writing Hamlet, I’m sure he was thinking about a lot of different things: “Who’re the right actors for these roles?” “How should this be staged?” “Do I really want to set this in Denmark?” His creative vision and ambitions were no doubt at the forefront of his mind, but there were also more mundane matters to consider and deal with. “Is the financing in place?” “Are there enough good seats for my patrons?” “Where am I going to get a human skull?” I would bet that the farthest thing from Shakespeare’s mind was the question “Is this literature?”

When I started writing songs as a teenager, and even as I started to achieve some renown for my abilities, my aspirations for these songs only went so far. I thought they could be heard in coffee houses or bars, maybe later in places like Carnegie Hall, the London Palladium. If I was really dreaming big, maybe I could imagine getting to make a record and then hearing my songs on the radio. That was really the big prize in my mind. Making records and hearing your songs on the radio meant that you were reaching a big audience and that you might get to keep doing what you had set out to do.

Well, I’ve been doing what I set out to do for a long time, now. I’ve made dozens of records and played thousands of concerts all around the world. But it’s my songs that are at the vital center of almost everything I do. They seemed to have found a place in the lives of many people throughout many different cultures and I’m grateful for that.

But there’s one thing I must say. As a performer I’ve played for 50,000 people and I’ve played for 50 people and I can tell you that it is harder to play for 50 people. 50,000 people have a singular persona, not so with 50. Each person has an individual, separate identity, a world unto themselves. They can perceive things more clearly. Your honesty and how it relates to the depth of your talent is tried. The fact that the Nobel committee is so small is not lost on me.

But, like Shakespeare, I too am often occupied with the pursuit of my creative endeavors and dealing with all aspects of life’s mundane matters. “Who are the best musicians for these songs?” “Am I recording in the right studio?” “Is this song in the right key?” Some things never change, even in 400 years.

Not once have I ever had the time to ask myself, “Are my songs literature?”

So, I do thank the Swedish Academy, both for taking the time to consider that very question, and, ultimately, for providing such a wonderful answer.

My best wishes to you all,

Bob Dylan

Chuck Busey

Philosophy translates in Greek as "Love of Wisdom

Chuck Busey and I had a good relationship

I think he saw me as an echo of his own son

An iconoclastic guitarist and egoist who thinks he is always right

 

We talked a lot on that porch in Somerset

One day we were getting into math and he said, "What a waste...

He quickly apologized but I wasn't offended

I knew what he meant

 

One day when he stayed with us at Gemini Rd he was outside my door secretly listening to me play guitar

He came in when I was done and said, "I get it

He understood

Engineering has many faces

It didn't really matter what my discipline might be

I will nail it

 

When I asked for his daughter's hand in marriage he asked me about my religious beliefs

I looked at him and said I will not lie to you

He hung his head a little and said, "I always hoped she would marry a Christian man

 

Chuck Busey is high on my list of all my favorite people

I am pleased to call him my friend

All our hours of private conversation allowed the knowing of the other man

We could look at each other and see into the soul of the other man

 

His daughter married a Christian man

Popeyes

 

So the big adrenaline let down

I don't really feel sorry for the guy

I wonder now if he also was inebriated

Else why would do such a stupid thing

I never smelled his breath since I was holding him by the throat by arms length most of the time I dealt with him

 

I did the thing I do often

After it was over I consulted my Grandfathers, father and dead uncles, seeking their reactions

I think almost universally they were pleased with what I did but really thought I missed an opportunity to finish him off

I guess that's where we're different

I think Chuck Busey would have just laughed

He would think, That guy really thought he had a chance?

I know, Mr Busey

I promised to protect your baby girl

 

My Great Grandfather Singleton Banks would probably agree with how I handled it

He shot his own son in law to death because he decided to beat up Singleton's daughter

The man now has to live with the shame of me shaming him

Just a sentence

 

I look at them all and declare, I'm the only one here who plays Bach

They collectively sigh and agree with me 

And I lead them by the hand into the future

 

Comedy must have drama

But drama without comedy is just film noir


 

Tuesday, January 3, 2023

Popeye

My big takeaway is the look in Michele's eyes when it was over

There's a new sparkle I've never seen before in her eyes

She said, "I knew you would protect me but...."

You fill in the blanks

 

Righteousness

I guess that's what its all about

 

Drunkeness

I couldn't have done what I did if I weren't slightly tanked

Not stumbling but I remember the moment

 

When he said that thing and I thought

Kevin you have a choice to speak now or forever hold your peace

Would I have done the same thing if I were sober?

Good question

Oh, I spoke up

 

I am always onstage

 

Public speaking is a real issue for a lot of people

I get it

 

I can stand on a stage and sing in a microphone

The audience is more afraid than me

 

Guitar players are lot like Batman

We have a belt with ancillary things like a can of Whupass

I thought

Jeff Beck, Jimmy Page, Keith Richard

Do you want a street fight with a guitar player

First of all, they are probably smarter than you

And they won't fight fair

 

With a little alchohol they think they are invincible

Perhaps because they always were

 

When you are too afraid to speak your righteous mind

It's a hard society to live in

 

The feeling of my hand on his throat

It was majestic

 

When we got back in the car after the incident the first thing I did was look at Michele and ask "What did you just see?"

She vacilated for a moment and I repeated my question

I knew what I had seen

I just wanted to make sure she saw the same thing

 

She said

It was one motion. You were talking to me and when the door opened you moved to the right and grabbed him by the throat and shoved him away.

 

What really happened was that I grabbed him by throat while stepping out of my vehicle

I walked him backwards by the throat for several feet meanwhile telling him to Get The Fuck Out Of Here

The look in his eyes which only I could see told me he was suddenly afraid and knew he was Check Mated

And perhaps ready to leave after a few more Fuck You's

 

I really knew from the first moment it was a little biblical

The man insulting the disabled man

And only I am standing there in gap

The only one brave enough to defend the weak

And tell the bully to Fuck Off

I have a serious issue with bullies

 

Michele will never get the image out of her mind

For me it is like I still have a GoPro .mov in my mind where I see the whole episode with just a few lapses in the movie.

I suppose I will recover them

One by one

 

It's already epic

The whole family knows the story now

 

Music is played in milleseconds

With a great deal of planning before you ever play the first note in a song

Time slows down